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Wednesday, May 10th, 2006
6:27 pm	I made a new lj. Something about this is just too unsettling. I have so many journal entries on here that I don't want to delete but can't stand to look at every time I post. I've been avoiding them. http://ataraxia-and-me.livejournal.com/ (Comment on this)
Saturday, April 15th, 2006
1:50 am	okay so I feel like one of those bitches on My Super Sweet 16 but but but. MY DAD BOUGHT ME A CAR. WTF. MY DAD BOUGHT ME A CAR. A COBALT! OMG OMG OMG. I christen him... COBY.  AHHHHHDGHFDHFGHTUJIKIULKHGJFDHFDGH!! I HAVE A CAR. Now I just have to sit tight until August 2nd when I get my license! eeeeee! (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Friday, April 7th, 2006
5:49 pm	I love kurt halsey frederiksen. It's like every drawing, I don't know. I can just. They're great and they mean a lot to me and some of them freak me out because they're so exactly how I feel right now. (Comment on this)
Thursday, April 6th, 2006
12:13 am	Your dating personality profile: Liberal - Politics matters to you, and you aren't afraid to share your left-leaning views. You would never be caught voting for a conservative candidate. Big-Hearted - You are a kind and caring person. Your warmth is inviting, and your heart is a wellspring of love. Stylish - You do not lack for fashion sense. Style matters. You wouldn't want to be seen with someone who doesn't care about his appearance. Your date match profile: Religious - You seek someone who is grounded in faith and who possesses religious values. You believe that a religious person can enhance your life. Funny - You consider a good sense of humor a major necessity in a date. If his jokes make you laugh, he has won your heart. Practical - You are drawn to people who are sensible and smart. Flashy, materialistic people turn you off. You appreciate the simpler side of living. Your Top Ten Traits 1. Liberal 2. Big-Hearted 3. Stylish 4. Religious 5. Outgoing 6. Adventurous 7. Intellectual 8. Sensual 9. Wealthy/Ambitious 10. Athletic Your Top Ten Match Traits 1. Religious 2. Funny 3. Practical 4. Intellectual 5. Big-Hearted 6. Adventurous 7. Stylish 8. Conservative 9. Romantic 10. Outgoing Take the Online Dating Profile Quiz at Dating Diversions I stole this from Christine! I find it so funny that the first thing listed about me is "Liberal" actually I find it sort of depressing. My biggest/best attribute is my political affiliation? How boring of me. (Now, if it said Pacifist as my number one attribute instead of liberal I would be flattered.) But I like that number two is big hearted even if that's not really true and hey, who doesn't want to be stylish? And about my ideal match, number one Religious? I'm political and he's religous man are we a hot couple. But it's true that is the thing that attracted me to peter at first. I liked that he was dedicated to something bigger than himself. and funny. Okay, it's like these people KNOW me and Peter. Because that's so how I would of said it. He is pretty much the funniest person I've ever been around. And practical. Alright, that's so true. I love his practical-ness, he's simple, I'm simple no complicaitons or anything. (Comment on this)
Sunday, March 26th, 2006
10:58 pm	SURVEY BECAUSE I'M SICK AND IT MAKES ME KIND OF HAPPIER TO REFLECT? idki'mlame. 1. Do you still talk to the person you had your first kiss with?  he'sssssss my besttttttt friend.   2. What would you do with 1,000 plastic spoons? Melt them down andddd. Create modern art? Establish world peace? Play in a vat of melted plastic? 3. What did you do when you were in school in the 2nd grade? Hang out with my best friend Lauren Pisarik. (What do I do in 10th grade? Hang out with my best friend Lauren Pisarik.) 4. What is the best thing about your job?  Money, freedon, sense of indepence. 5. Do you have a crush on more than one person right now? PETERRRR. :] 6. Are you against same sex marriage? nein 7. Did you vote for Bush?  Since I'm 18? 8. Where are you going on your next vacation? EUROPEEE! 9. Have you kissed any of your myspace friends? hahahah HOW SCANDALOUSSS. 10. Are most of your friends guys or girls? I have no idea. I think Boys. But then sometimes I'm all "mah gurls! mah gurls!" I think I would say in school boys and out of school girls. 11. Do you own any furniture from IKEA? Yes I own cheap Swedish furniture? duh? 12. Last book you read? microserfs for the 17th time. :] 13. If you could have one super power what would it be? To know what people say about me? To read minds? To have the power of non-awkwardizing everything? 14. Where have you lived most of your life? the 'burbs babbbayy 15. What was the last conversation you had about? "I'm so glad we're not one of those 'You hang up!' 'No! You hang up!' couples." "Yesss, I know. That's what I love about us!" "How come you're the cutest girl I've ever met?" "IDK! How come you're my ONE AND ONLY BABYHEAD?" "Stop it. We're getting mushy." "BUT I LA LA LA LOVEEE YOUUU MUSH MUSH MUSH!" "Alli." "Peter." "OKAY, I LOVE YOU TOO. MUSH MUSH MUSH." "I'm so glad we're one of those mushy couples." 16. Where do you see yourself in four years?  Probably living with a boyfriend in a loft in a big city. 17. What's your favorite smell? fresh bread 18. What is your favorite sound?  laughter. broken social scene. broken social scene AND laughter. 19. Are you moody? Yes. 20. Favorite movie of all time? Lost in Translation. HI CLICHE INDIE GIRL. 22. Have you ever gone to therapy? I should. 23. Have you ever played Spin the Bottle? Does that actually happen? Outside the  movies. I want to know. 24. Have you ever toilet papered someone's house? YES. I'M JUST SO INSANE. 25. Have you ever liked someone and not told them?  duhhhhhhh. 26. Have you ever gone camping? Sortofff. 27. Have you ever had a crush on one of your sister's girlfriends? That doesn't deserve an answer. 28. Have you ever gone to a nude beach? Wellllllllllllllllll. topless area of a cruise boat unintentionally. 29. Have you ever gone streaking? haha no. 30. Have you ever had a stalker? Definition of my life. :] 31. Have you ever gone skinny dipping? No. I'm not a HOOKER. 32. Have you ever laughed so hard you cried? Every five seconds because I'm lame. 33. Have you ever gone to a party where you were the only one there?  hahahah no. 34. Have you ever been in love?  :] 35. Have you ever felt betrayed by your best friend? not really. 36. Have you ever lied to your parents? hiiiii. I'm a teenager. 37. Have you ever been out of the country? yesyesyes 38. Have you ever thrown up from working out? Yeah. :[ 39. Have you ever gotten a haircut so bad that you wore a hat for a month straight? I don't wear hats? 40. Have you ever eaten 3 meals from 3 different fast food places definition of my life. 41. Last song you listened to? FIRST DAY OF MY LIFE! :]]] (I swear I was born right in that doorway.) 42. Have you ever spied on someone? Yes. 43. Have you ever slept with one of your co-workers? ohhh yeahh hawtiesss. 44. Have you ever seen your best friend naked? hahahaha sure. 45. Who was the last person who called you?  probably peter. or my mom. or kyle? 46. When was the last time you slept for more then 12 hours?  I don't do that.  47. Have you ever been arrested? My dad's a cop, yo. 48. Most embarassing CD you own? so many. But I'm not really embaressed by it. 49. Have you ever stolen anything? probablyyyy. I STOLE YOUR HEART. hahahaha I'm so lame. 50. Have you ever had surgery? couple times. I love rap. I'm not kidding. I love driving to rap it like calms me and puts me in rythym. ryththtmmmdg so hard to spell. (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, March 17th, 2006
11:52 pm	Good day! My boyfriend's cuteeeee. (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Tuesday, March 14th, 2006
5:27 pm	Lately I have been seriously obsessed with reading and Healthy Kids OJ Boxes. With going to bed early and taking long walks with people that I love. With my baby sister and Lost in Translation. With Lipton Green Tea and laughing. With this little book I titled "happy things" and on each page I tape in some random thing I've kept (a note, a party invitation, a reciept, a polaroid) and my memory from it. quotes from my favorite movies. things people I love have said to me. the lyrics to "Bowl of Oranges". Just things that make me smile. With headbands and Top Shop. with QT with mahhh grl crew. With my best friend and our boyfriends. With "Walk The Line". And Johnny Cash. And Reese Witherspoon as June Carter. And the soundtrack. And the lyrics. AND THE SONG "TIME'S A WASTIN'" with visiting burned down houses and linking pinkies. with visiting burned down houses and linking pinkies. with visiting burned down houses and linking pinkies. with visiting burned down houses and linking pinkies. with visiting burned down houses and linking pinkies.                       burned down houses and linking pinkies.                       burned down houses and linking pinkies.                        burned down houses and linking pinkies.                                                                       linking pinkies.                                                                        linking pinkies.                                                                        linking pinkies.                                                                                     pinkies.                                                                                    pinkies.                                                                                    pinkies.                                                                                    pinkies.                                                                                         love. with typing any word so many times it doesn't look like a word anymore. (5 Comments |Comment on this)
5:26 pm	happy birthday to my best friend danni stevens. I'm going to cry myself to sleep every night when you leave this summer. :[ (5 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, March 8th, 2006
12:33 am	I cannot sleep at all. Maybe because of the trains running by the window every 15 minutes. They are loud and it's like nothing I've ever heard before. The rest of my family seems to be getting along fine. I've been thinking lately that I must be really scared to post something public on here. I haven't done it in a very long time. But then again I never really go around sharing private stuff via lj or not. I'm typing on a laptop and it's weird. me and my family have been having a really jolly good time and that is funny to say but we really have been and that makes me so happy. I can't believe this is my last year with my brother. It's never going to be the same. Oh, sentiments. It's a sickening thought though. He taught me everything I know whether he realizes it or not. He's the only person who's ever made me realize the real importance of education and learning and why it can be fun. I want to be just like him except not cocky and a jackass. hahaha. I laugh at myself WAY too much. ten times too much probably. But it's only healthy. I love the fact that I didn't really know peter that well before. Now I have so much to learn about him. It's really fun actually. He talked to me on the phone for forever before even though I was being quiet and weird. And he even had his little buddies over for a sleepover. I could hear them in the background. hahaha. I'm so glad we're friends with a lot of the same people. It's really nice. We visited indiana university. It's so great, I mean it really is. I thought I would hate it but I don't. It made me realize I want to major in business. I already meet the requirements to get in and to be a direct admit to the business school. that makes me happy. I want to go here. While we were walking around downtown chicago (probably one of the coolest places I've ever been) my brother was wearing his plano jacket and some random guy came up to us and was like "Is that a plano senior high jacket?" We were like "YEAH!!" He's like "Rock on!" It was funny, it made the world seem so small. I haven't changed since I was 12 years old. ps. march 4th because I'm bad at remembering these things. (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, February 5th, 2006
10:47 am	happiness is a choice. happiness is a choice. happiness is a choice. happiness is a choice. happiness is a choice. happiness is a choice. happiness is a choice. why do I screen all of my comments? idk. (Comment on this)
Sunday, January 22nd, 2006
2:02 am	It worked! It rained! Okay, now I'm going to work on something else. I wish I could look more like Alexis Bledel (Rory) and that someone like Jess actually existed. Ok, I expect that wish to come true in 24 hrs too. (Comment on this)
Friday, January 20th, 2006
12:24 am	alpha kenny won I had a dream the other night that I shut my thumb in someone's car door and it was bruised and it got cut. I woke up the next morning and my thumb was bruised and it had gotten cut somehow. I have been trying to rack my ever so frequently shrinking brain for forever to think of where I got this cut. I have no idea. I have no idea. I have no idea whatsoever. Why am I spending so much time worried about a scrape on my thumb? I have no idea. I have no idea. I have no idea whatsoever.   ( there is a lot in this little cut ) (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Monday, January 2nd, 2006
2:03 pm	I'M ALIVE. (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, November 27th, 2005
8:31 pm	I think that there is a lot to say. And I don't think I know how to. I have never experienced tragedy like this in my life before.
Thursday, November 24th, 2005
11:21 pm	I'm pretty cuteeee. The baby is okay I guess. (1 Comment |Comment on this)
12:35 am	I can't stop coughing. I don't know why. I feel fine. I just can't stop coughing. (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, November 9th, 2005
12:09 am	After a very frust-ur-ating couple of days I was forced to erase my entire hardrive and reload everything, I lost most of my pictures except the ones from Alaska and Fish. But it's great because, because, because! My computer finally functions like it should again! I can post pictures and everything! So happy! I know, to everyone else they're like ummm, earth to 2005 but that's okay, I'm happy.   ( I ain't sayin' she's a goldigger ) (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, November 7th, 2005
11:49 pm	I had a very very nice weekend. And I got to see all of my favorite people and sure, I got sick on Sunday and stayed home all day Monday but it was worthhhh ittttt. Friday night was ballet where I had the best class and rehearsal, who doesn't love that? and then party and root beer and movies and everyone staying up until 7:00 am and then crashing at Danni's house and it was fun and I love danni, and stop it you're not graduating this year, you can't! And then I left danni's saturday morning and I went to ballet all day and it was much nicer than usual and me and sanazbff made up all of our dimensions so now we can communicate in numbers during rehearsal and it's nice. And then we got out thirty minutes early and my friend's mom brought me home because mine were out having homecoming dinner with my brother's girlfriend's parents and christine came over which is good because I was getting freaked out for some reason and we were both so tired and we were watching I love the 80's and that's funny and I like it and christine makes me feel sane and mellow and then we were both falling asleep at 9:00 and that was funny too. And then sunday I got up and I felt crappy and I went to church and then I went and had the biggest lunch of my entire life at texas land and cattle and it was very good and it was fun. And then I went to ballet where everyone was weirded out because I was being uber quiet and paying lots of attention because I was sick and everyone thought I had dyed my hair which is funny because I didn't and people didn't believe me. And then after that I went to ccd and I still felt really crappy but I was in a good mood somehow. And then my mommy told me that there were suprises waiting at home and it was fun and then whole drive home my brother drove exra fast because we were excited. And my parents had bought us two more tivo boxes so now all of the tvs have tivo and I can't tell you how happy that makes me. And they also got me a card reader for my camera which uploads pictures super fast and I was so overjoyed because my camera hasn't been working and uploading pictures right and it had me so annoyed. I didn't know how they knew that I needed that though, which was kind of weird but nice. And then my mom had bought some shock collar for my dog and then all of us felt really bad and we decided we should all take a shock to see how it was before we do that to our dog (one of the dogs is too small) and so my dad goes first and he kind of jumped which made me really scared, and then my brother goes and he was kind of scared but says it isn't that bad, and then my mom doesn't want to get shocked but everyone talks her into it and she jumps so then I was really scared but I did it and it wasn't bad. But that whole thing was so funny, I think my family is crazy. And then I realized that I was sick and I went to bed and in the morning my mommy came in and felt my head and she told me to stay home and she brought me lots of medicine and water and then left for work and told me not to get up which was easy because I basically couldn't. And I was all home alone for forever and it was so quiet and still and it was nice at first but then I got restless and I crawled out to the lounge and I watched some TV and I read harper's bazaar and vogue instead of reading tale of two cities like I should have but I wasn't up to it. And I set like a million season passes on the TV and I'm happy about that. And I wrote all of this mindless crap not in the hopes that you'll read it just to keep me from having to do homework for ten minutes longer. And so I love danni and christine and lots of things I feel sort of better. (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, November 3rd, 2005
9:03 pm	justkiddin, I have 2,071 words. (Comment on this)
Wednesday, November 2nd, 2005
8:42 pm	NaNoWriMo started yesterday but I am starting today, I have 221 words so far. I'm using stream of consciousness style to write in because it is the most raw and I like raw. I will never be able to finish 50,000 but I am going to try try try. It will be innovative, I know that. Lisa will probably finish, I will probably not. (Comment on this)